A Walk Through Thoughts

I'm back.

2011-06-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

Fug yeah. FINALLY
THE JAE HAS COME BACK TO BLOGGING.
Caps Rage is so unnecessary.

So.. how's everyone been?
Fuck, i'm talking to myself. Anyway, sorry I haven't blogged in like 2 years. I've not only been busy but I've been lazier than a sloth hanging on a tree during Mondays as Rebecca Black claims its Friday.
That brings me to one of the topics I've been screwing around with my friends.
If you don't know who Rebecca Black is (Who the fark am i kidding, everyone knows her)
This is who she is >>>>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u9-AdPAOy0
If you don't want to die. DONT CLICK THE LINK UP THERE.
Or if your an ADHD son of a gun who wants to risk your life and total turn down your eargasm to music, click that thing right here >>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u9-AdPAOy0.

Anyway, the main reason for me not blogging is some crap called PMR.
Permanent Mental Rape. It totally mind fucked me.
Aside from all that shit, mental studying at home fucked my brains up.
I'll be writing nonsense and bull shit again on this blog :D

Mostly about what goes on in my mind.
So i hope i get back all my old readers and yes, You are a man.
Dont hide the truth =)

Boom Shaka Laka !

2010-03-23T05:09:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Im probably gonna let this blog die again cause the holidays are so EFFING short.

But i shall return to blogging soon and it will be like this.

-2 Months later-

Jae : Done with a new blog update :D

Everyone : Wow dude your back!

And im gonna post 2 more updates after that and let it die again.

And people will go "awww man. You have to blog more."

Then another 2 months from then i shall blog again and people will go

"WHEEEE! JAE UPDATED HIS BLOG! WOOHOO."

Then i'll let it die again, and once more when its back, people will go like.

"Screw this, i aint reading it anymore :\"

PWNED.

Have an awesome time reading!

Best friends

2010-03-09T05:27:00.000-08:00

-Small girl appears and starts singing-
~Hey hey you you, guess what?~
~Your my best friend!~

-Jae gets shocked and ..-
-Stares- -Shivers-
That was freaky.

Well, if theres one thing I've learned through my whole life.
Best friends are better to live with, than without :].

Its abit like this.
Another has gone by,
I wish im hanging out with you guys all the time.
But im here and im just stuck here.
And I, wrote this list for so many crazy things to do.

But you guys dont call me out,
This could be the one last chance to hang with you guys.
I'd do anything, just to get crazy and drunk with ya'll.
And I guess i'll crack you guys up with my crazy jokes.
So lets have this one more last gathering.

We'll get hyped and hang out anywhere.
We'll be there till the morning and we still wont leave.
Under the Moon that shines in our faces.
We thank god for such awesome friends and for the incredible world.
And we'll stay awake to see the sun rise and enjoy every little bit of life.

We'll stare at each other in the eyes and say,
"We're bestfriends for real and for life."
And nothing will change that.
Family and relationships are here, but so are friends too.
Without my best friends, who am I?

Just another guy walking to school and going back.
No one to talk to but myself.
Now who enjoys that?
Friends and best friends.
That is what keeps a human going.

A family matter comes up, your best friend can comfort you.
Your relationship goes bad, your best friend is right on your side.
Thats something everybody has to learn.
Family is more important, but so are friends.
I've made my friends be my best friends.

So do the same, and be like me :]

Dedicated to : Megan Low
   Bao Yu
   Xian
   Hsien Yee
   Jason Tan
   Sue Fern
   William Bomby
   Amanda Ung
   Shereen Anuar
   Junior Jie
   JJ Joie
   Kent Wyn
   Leo Lawliet.

Sunrise Sky

2010-03-06T09:57:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning, and i gazed at the sky as the Sun rised along with the sky.
It was so amazing, I could not believe my eyes.
It was like gazing at the beautiful Moon, but only in the morning.
13 years of my life was wasted because I did not notice the beauty of the Sun rise combined with the sky.

Combination of the beautiful colours that went through the sky and clouds.
Yellowish orange colours, with the sunlight just shining out with glory.
The sight is amazing and indescribeble.
Its like the first sight you get when your a baby.
Getting to see your family who loves you and care for you.
It is truely a mesmerising sight.

I see this combination and I think to myself, what can be more beautiful than this apart from the beautiful moonlight.
I wish that I can see the combination of the Moon and the Sunrise with the sky.
I could stay awake all day just to watch it move pass.
I wish you could be here with me.

Me, you and the amazing view.
But the most amazing view is still you.
You've got me falling like a domino, and I just cant stop falling.
Your the only thing that can sweep me off my feet and the only thing that makes my heart beat.
So before I fall, I want you to be here. To be with me, Only then will things be clear.

The light and darkness pass through everyday.
Everyone has their light, you are mine.
Some people have darkness, life is mine.
The shadow is my companion that follows me where ever I go.
So dont let go, and keep it all on the flow.

What they say is true, Two is better than one.
But it also depends on who the two individuals are.
If they are like the Sun and the Moon, its is certainly not better than one.
But the Sunrise and the Moon, that is truely better than one.
But without the sky and the clouds, what is the use of just the Sun?

The sight would be just a big round sphere of flames.
With the sky, it makes such a great view, but with the clouds it makes a better view.
But the Moon, is just the best when shines out at night with the bright beautiful Moonlight.
So come with me in my dream where we will be in the world of our own.
I will be able to enjoy the beautiful sight of the Moon and the Sunrise.

But it wont be as beautiful as the view I get from looking at you.
And I will admire this view until I get to really see you.
The sky is blue, but with the Sun who knows what beauty it makes.
Now my mind is stuck on you and it wont go away.
But I never said I didnt want it to stay.

Dedicated to Sherlyn Ho once again.

Moonlight

2010-03-05T09:16:00.000-08:00

For years I've been staring at the moon.
Watching the beauty of the moon just right before my eyes.
I feel like I could just fall asleep under the beautiful moonlight.

Just glancing at it reminds me of "You".
Your so far away, but I can wait.
You look so beautiful every night, when your so bright its hard for me to look away.
Distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away.

Every time we cant talk my heart turns grey.
And I just wanna go to you to see your face.
Seeing the real you is like seeing the Moon even closer.

But I just cant take it, another day without you here with me.
Its like a sharp blade that just cuts like through me.
But still I'll wait, I'll wait for you forever.
When I hear your voice, my heart starts beating.
But when your gone it wont stop bleeding.
I just wanna see you under this moonlight.

Its like every time I look at the moon, I see your face.
The thing I miss is, hearing your voice.
And I wish it would last for an eternity.
It feels like its forever, that's just the price I gotta pay.
But when I find you and feel your touch to make me feel better.
But till that day, there's nothing else I can do.

Nothing ever happens in this town, its the same old thing when I go out.
Its just a new place to hang with the same crowd.
But I looked up at night and saw the moonlight.
It feels like I'm here with you, and I'm admiring the view.
I just hope that you never ever cut me loose, if you do I'll not know what to do.

Now I'm just falling into something and I cant stop it.
I'm knocking over everything but no one has caught me.
From start to finish I promised I'll beat this.
But I just want to let you know, I'll never let you go.

I always said true love never happens.
But your faith and love cause this chained reaction.
I've never thought you'd be my distraction.
I admit you remind of the beautiful moonlight.

Your the only thing I ever wanted but never had.
Your like the Moon that I have to myself and I never want to let loose.
In my mind I hold you there but its hard to keep the signs that proves your no where near.
I say that I must stay strong.

But I cant find the need to take a breath, If you are gone then I've got nothing left.
My life, shouldn't I'd rather just face my death.
Then to go on without you.
I cry for you cause I just cant find the strength to stop.
I've tried but only to my knees and I've dropped.
I wish my heart could just shut off, Cause I cant go on alone without you.

You are what I see when ever I look at the Moon.
I dont think of anything else apart from you when I glance at the Moon.
As I say my prayers in bed, I wonder if they reach you.
Am I just calling out in vain? For everything that has been said.
I wonder how could this be fair, seeing you is the only thing I care.
If a million stars gathered around the Moon and gives out an amazingly beautiful moonlight.
The only thing I'll be able to see is you.

Maybe somehow I will meet you in my next life.
Maybe then I'll be your moonlight, but until then I will stay here with you.
Hopefully I'll wake up with you beside me and not find out its a dream.
Because if it was a dream, I want it to last forever.
I'm also sorry if I've put you through any pain or suffering, and you'll know that I regret it.
This is our love and sad story, I hope it ends out okay.
I just hope I can see you and the moonlight together at the end of the day.

I wrote this in dedication to Sherlyn Ho.
:]

How many years has it been?

2010-03-03T07:21:00.000-08:00

Now. Lets recall how many years has it been since i blogged...
Hmmm...
How many fingers do we have to count with again?

Nevermind, I know i've let this blog died for like *coughs* forever.
But now, im going to bring it back...TO LIFE!

1...2... CLEAR *bzzzttt*
CLEAR!! *bzzztttt*
GOD DAMMIT! *coughs* sorry God.
CLEAR! *bzzztttt*
-Beeping-

IT LIVES!
WOOHOO~~

Alright, enough with the bull crap.
I guess i've been seriously busy lately.
Lets see the 2010 resolutions shall we?

Get Straight A's for an exam [No]
Remain Awesome in everything even Sudden Attack [YES]
Have really awesome and cool best friends [YES]
Up hold the reputation of AWESOME [IN PROGRESS]

Boy.. Life is getting harder everyday.
The person i like doesnt even notice me.
And I guess im in love with a person who is in love with me.

Love is sooooo hard to understand.
People look at me and they say, "hows your girl friend?"
I cant really even answer that because I dont know how she's doing nowadays.
What kind of person does that make me?
I want to be with her, I like to be with her, I cant live not being with her.
Every moment and conversation with her is like me getting a chance to talk to God.

-Looks up- God, its me Jae. What up?

Now, moving on to a different subject.
Everybody must definetly be saying.
"ahhh that blog is long gone and dead"
WELL YOUR DEAD WRONG.
I said im gonna continue blogging and to the Heavens I WILL.

The days past like the wind,
We all have something to believe in,
And we all just whisper in the wind,
All faith and hope can be found within.

Yeah, that was a poem i wrote out of 20 poems.
You have got to hate English classes.
-Shivers while in disgust-

Apart from all the lame and stupid things that happened.
Lets see what happened to me in the past time.

1. Got my Ipod stolen.
2. Make myself regret talking to the girl I like everytime.l
3. Won 127 bucks for gambling on Chinese New Year.
4. Kicked Major butt in sudden attack.
5. Joined Squad Vongola in Sudden Attack.
6. Made neutral friends be better friends.

Well thats all.

And to finish this, heres another poem.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I will end this blog,
By puking on you.

Peace out hombres :]

Uhhh...

2009-11-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

Now, how long has this blog been dead? XD
im really really really sorry for not blogging for a long time!
i know, keeping you guys to read this blog is like donkey vagina.
Not that i know how it is O_O.

im just really sorry because i haven't been that good lately.
There's been alot of downs and less ups.
and im busy writting songs and continuing my Novel and a new one.

Now lets see.
What am i gonna blog about.
-Thinks-
Hmmm...
I am completely lost.
LOL.

You know what?
im just gonna skip this blog for now XD
i've still got alot going on here.
im busy doing the Novel while Blogging anyway.

And a special shout out to the cast of my new novel.

My self.
Kelly.
Calvin.
Eu jin.

the new novel is basicly based on two people.
Jae Redfield and Kelly Mason.

For those who actually know me.
im gonna let you guys read it ! XD

Well thats all for now.
I'll try to blog more
BYES!

Lets See!

2009-11-06T20:43:00.000-08:00

Well, first of all... Shit.
Now i know i haven't blogged for like, Years!

im so sorry, but due to my effing exam i couldn't touch my computer -__-
you know me..
Study
Study
Study...
(Bullshit)

Anyways,im gonna skip a couple of events that happened to me before the exam.
and im gonna blog about this event :].

Yesterday, after school :]
-Flashback-

Followed cousins O_O
went to a hawker restaurant
ate FOOD
went back to my house.
Begged my mum to let me sleep in eujin's house.
She agreed :]
Had a really quick shower.

Packed up my clothes and the also mighty Xbox360!

(sorry no pics)
never took any :P

went into the car and had the journey which lasted for 15 minutes -____-
went to er wynn's house first since qu jin had "stuff" to do.
played around with Er Wynn and Shun Wynn (the idiot).

Er Wynn went off to dota -__-
dota freak, balless hair wonder.

played the Xbox360 with the idiot, and pwned him :]
around 7.00 something Eu jin came over.
not exactly "CAME" if you know what i mean ;]

played there for awhile.
then we moved to.
HOTEL 626 (Game)
we were so phsyched to play, but due to lame internet connection in Er Wynn's house, it was cancelled -__-.

Went to Noodle station...
mmm :]
NOODLES ARE GEWD ! (GOOD)

After that walked back to eu jin's house and partied MORE!
it was like this.

1st thing we did.
FREDDY VS JASON THE MOVIE :]
But er wynn went to sleep after that.
so Eujin played Infamous (PS3 game)
and i played Sudden Attack (PC game)

Eu jin went to sleep around 2 o' clock.
me and shun wynn, continued our party.
i played my new game in my PSP, Final Fantasy Dissidia.
it... was... GEWD :]

Shun Wynn and I soon wanted to sleep due to boredem -__-
we slept at 4:30am. :]

woke up at 7:30 and fell asleep again -.-
woke up at 10 and started folding the blankets.
went to the game room, started the Xbox again :]
and played...

WWE Smackdown VS Raw! TEEHEE :]
Pwned everyone :]

which now brings me here, to the laptop.
my cousins are now playing Call of Duty 4, Mordern warfare.
with the 360 :]

Well, thats all for today i'll be blogging more again
Bye :]

-Jae Ian

PMR

2009-10-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

Alright to all you guys out there who's gonna face PMR
i wish goou luck :]

Get what ever you guys are aiming for :]
im sure you will all achieve good score!

i believe :D
alright thats all for today,
i promise i will blog more frequently,
so BUUAIII for now :]

Suckish day

2009-10-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

Today, i was suppose to go out with my cousins
Er Wynn and Eu Jin

To convent bukit mertajam
i asked my mum and dad for permission and they said okay

When i wanted to go, my mum said no
Then later my dad said yes.

Went for breakfast and my mum said no again,
which now leads me to blogging.

another day wasted to stay at home and do nothing..
Life sucks

-Jae Ian

Be a man, do da right thing

2009-10-03T05:03:00.000-07:00

Now i know you guys have been seeing me complain alot about my life.
Well no more of that, its time to stand up for what i believe in.
Later.
Tommorow.
Next mont O_O
NEXT YEAR
NEXT DECADE
Never O_O

ok, maybe i cant really get over someone that easily but,
this cheers me a little.
So i was writing my novel the other day, and i had a crazy idea
that i should make my best friend 'DO' my God Bro

Vote for me to know

Yes Or No

Megan + Hsien?
or
Megan - Hsien
Vote at the chatting box >>>>>

anyways this isnt really about either of them
its about the questions
and your answers :]

Question Number 1.
Your gonna meet your friend in the mall, you wanna prank him...

A) Pull down his pants and run
B) Shout his name and say he's COMING!
C) Scream chewbacca! in his face in the Cinema
D) Push him against other shoppers

Question Number 2.(non harsh)
You want to make a super awesome present for you friend on her birthday, what do you do?

A) Make an Ultra-Special cake
B) Get her a Lamborghini
C) Buy her a poodle
D) Give her a hug

Question Number 3.
You wanna trash your friends party with style, how do you do it?

A) Start swearing, ALOT
B) Make a food fight
C) Sneeze in all of the food
D) shout, 'Eff you bish!' to your friend

Question Number 4.
Your friend is in the hospital cause of an accident, what do you do to ignore her?

A) Run, Yell, Play in the hospital
B) Scream for help, for no reason
C) Push your friend to the ground
D) Make fun of the doctors

Question Number 5.
Your friend is writing a song, you get a chance to mess it up, How?

A) Replace the lyrics with cursing
B) Erase all the notes
C) Replace the notes with bad ones :]
D) Tell your friend it sucks and make a new one! xD

well thats all guys.
Just so you know, the novel im writing consists with the following people

Megan low,
Hsien Yee,
Christinna Kuan,
Sue Fern,
Jestinna Kuan,
Me,
Tan Jen Keat,
Sudarrshan,
Oon Hup Keong,
Edelyn Choy Sook Ping,
Sharanya,
Tiysha.

And many more to come :D
my story is fiction based.

Well thats all Peace out :D

No faith

2009-10-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

Well, i haven't completely healed from my wounds
but im doing well and strong

i've learned that what happened to me is just the same as the way of life
its just the same as a stream of flowing water...

Yesterday, i went to my lil sisters party :D
tried to enjoy, but ended up being bored to hell -.-

The only way to have fun was talking to Shereen.
and i met a new friend named Ika O_O
she's ok O_O

but it seems that she likes Sami Velu O_O

had a 2 hour long conversation with Shereen till the party ended +_+
as soon as i saw my aunties car
i wished my lil sis a happy birthday again and left.

though i did talk to the person who crushed me for a while.
she forced me to dance and take a picture with her...
kinda hurts being with her now..
didnt really have the guts to tell her how i feel..
im a lame ass guy -.-

alright guys enough about me,
just leave it as im an incompetent pathetic faithless guy -.-

Now to you guys~~

Love is something hard to handle
once you make it your everything
you lose everything else..

And when that love is gone..
you lose everything including yourself,
dont be like me, be smarter
because everybody is born with wings to fly

they just haven't learnt it yet...
when they are ready, they will spread their wings and fly,
and be stronger like never before

i will gain that strength someday... but not soon...

So this is my question to you guys

1. have you ever been in a relation ship?
2. do you want to be in a relation ship?
3. why do you want to?

Alright leave me a comment in the chatting bar,
i will talk about more stuff soon Byee

>>>> chatting bar >>>>

Heart broken

2009-09-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

The person i loved, i cared for has broken my heart.
i gave her my heart, and she took it away and broke it,
now i have no heart

my life is now black and white
i lived in a world of love and color
and now, im brought back to a dull life

i thought she loved me as much as i loved her,
but it wasnt meant for us to be,
im so sorry for anything i have done to you,
Jestinna Kuan

i just want you to know,
i cherish every moment we have together
and i hope that one day,
i will get to live in a world of love again..

-Jae Ian

To : readers

i have lost one of the most important things in my life,
and i cant get it back...

i loved her so much,
i just dont know what went wrong

p.s : i might not be blogging for a while after what just happened to me...

3rd posting in school

2009-08-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

like i've said!
RAP IS ALIVE
MUSIC IS DEAD
I'VE SAID WHAT I SAID
NOW IM GOING TO BED
PEACE!

Anyways this post is based on more questions :D
thats right :D

Harshness : ON!
Harshmeter : WHAT THE F**K?!

and yes, i have a healthy blog, so i do not use foul words
they shall always be censored :D

QUESTION 1!!

Your going to a costume party, your dont have a costume...

A) Steal some from your friends
B) Steal from a costume shop
C) Destroy the party with grenades
D) Kill everyone so theres no party

Question 2
Your playing truth or dare, its your turn to dare your friend, what do you have her do?

A) give you a blow job
B) give you a strip show and a lap dance
C) force her to be a prostitute
D) ask her to molest herself

Question 3
you get a new phone, but you find out it was busted the next day

A) demand a new phone
B) call the police
C) spit at the salesman's face
D) throw the phone on the floor and step on it

Question 4
a strange numbers text's you, what do you do?

A) call the police
B) Call that number and scream at the person
C) reply ' WHAT ASSHOLE? '
D) pretend to be a police officer

Question 5
a famous pop star is in your school, you want his autograph but your blocked by everyone else

A) SHOOT THEM ALL DOWN :D
B) SHOUT ALIEN ATTACK!
C) start crying to get attention
D) throw a grenade into the crowd

going to make youtube videos?

2009-08-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

So i've been thinking
and i thought i might wanna make random You Tube videos :D
but anyways i need a partner to manage the camera D:

i was thinking about asking my cousin but i forgot
im thinking about making Comedy videos
if any of you got any ideas
tell me and i might make a video about it :D

time for more questions!
Muahahaha :D
Harshness : ON!
Harsh Meter : The Satan!

Question 1
your friend wants to suicide and is on a 100 feet tall building, what do you do?

A) put a bullet in her head
B) push her off the building
C) blind fold her, take her stuff then push her :D
D) laugh insanely and kick her down

Question 2
your boyfriend breaks your heart, what do you do?

A) stab him continuesly with a knife or cleaver
B) curse insensively
C) plant a bomb behind his body
D) put a 'Kick my Nuts' sign on his back

Question 3
your in an important exam, you have to get straight A's, what do you resort to doing?

A) cheat
B) kill the teacher to postpone the exam
C) at the end of your exam, steal the exam paper from the smartest student in your class
D) demand answers from the teacher at a gunpoint

Question 4
you want to apply for a job, you get declined so what do you do?

A) massacre the ass hole
B) rain an ungodly effing fire storm on the ass hole
C) snap his d**k off and jam it up his ass
D) jam a live grenade up his ass

Question 5
you wanna humiliate your rival, what do you want to do?

A) tear his pants down and run
B) replace the stuff in his locker with gay porno magazines :D
C) tell the teachers that he is high on drugs
D) replace his gym clothes with Bikinis

Question 6 ( non harsh question )
your friend is locked in the toilet, how do you get him out?

A) pick lock the door
B) throw grenades at the door
C) start shooting the door down with a gattling gun
D) leave your friend in there

Question 7
your following your friends to a zoo, you pass the lions , what do you do?

A) push one of them in the lions den
B) strap a piece of meat on of them and throw him in
C) scream help and start running every where
D) shoot the lions and give an excuse saying 'Hunting Season' :D

Question 8 ( random question )
if 1 + 1 = 2 and 2 + 2 = 4 what is 3 + 3?

A) 6
B) 33
C) 3 + 3
D) 3 t 3

Question 9
there's a murderer in your house, he wants to slaughter you and your friends, what do you do?

A) push your friends toward the murderer and say 'Take Them!'
B) scream for help and run around the house
C) call the police, say nothing and scream
D) kill the murderer and pretend to be him to scare your friends

Question 10
your watching a ghost movie at the cinema and you wanna cause some disturbance

A) scream at every shocking part
B) shout 'This movie sucks!'
C) throw popcorn and soda at the screen
D) run up to the studio and replace the movie with porn

guess thats all for today :D

MUSIC IS DEAD
RAP IS ALIVE
I'VE SAID WHAT I SAID
NOW IM GOING TO BED!
PEACE!

and thats when i realised...
the greatest singer was...
Dr Bombay...

2nd posting in school :D

2009-08-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

Lol you dont really think i would only blog once a day do you?
Teehee :D
anyways im listening to random songs while writing this post :D
i think i should put more questions about the pranks and stuff +_+
this time its 10 questions
MAUAHAHAHA
And yes i know, my answers are harsh :D

Get ready my fellow readers

Question 1
You want to sabotage your rival in a singing competition

A) threaten him to let you win before the competition
B) force his girl friend to break up with him right before the competition
C) pour invisible ink and over his pants and watch it vanish on stage
D) change the song he's suppose to sing during the competition

Question 2
You see a student getting punked by a bully

A) join the bully and beat the shit out of the kid
B) try to fight off the bully by using the kid as a human shield
C) call the discipline teacher
D) scream in the Bully's ears till it bleeds :D

Question 3
You find a small boy in the park alone, he appears to have some stolen property

A) beat the boy to death and take the loot
B) hug the boy and tell him everything is fine, then stab him with a knife
C) pull the kids ears till you reach a police station
D) take the stuff and leave the boy there to his fate

Question 4
A poisonous snake bites you, what do you do?

A) a bullet to the head never hurts :D
B) beg to god like theres no tommorow
C) stab the place you got bit at with a heated knife
D) eat the snake up as revenge

Question 5
Your friend cant stop talking, and your annoyed about it

A) slap him and walk away
B) kick him in the Family jewels and walk away
C) stuff a bread in his mouth
D) shoot him with a gun continuesly

Question 6
You want to break up with your girlfriend, where would you take her to?

A) a rubbish dump
B) a public toilet
C) a slaughter house
D) push her off a cliff

Question 7
Your in a wrestling tournament, what do you do?

A) throw sleeping powder all over your opponents face
B) run away as the fight begins
C) screw hand to hand combat, take a weapon from under the ring
D) put red ants in his under garments before the match

Question 8
Your fighting in world war 2, you and your companions are held captive and you want to escape, whats your plan?

A) cut your self free and grab a gattling gun from the nearby armory
B) get some hand grenades and cause some havoc
C) call in your base to send a Nucelar strike on your enemies base (you die as well)
D) cut your self free and run away leaving your partners behind

Question 9
Your teacher will be arriving to class late, you and your friends wanna play a prank on her, what do you do?

A) make the teacher think she's colour blind when she gets in
B) put a dustbin filled with crap at the top of the entrance door
C) put glue all over your teachers chair and replace the chalk with pencils
D) put a dead cat in the teachers table drawer

Question 10
Your favourite anime show just got cancelled by the writers, what do you do?

A) go all the way to the writer's homes and murder them
B) place a bomb in each of their houses
C) threaten them to put the anime show at gun point
D) torture them senselessly :D

thats all for today
see you all very soon
Bye :D

Now posting in school :D

2009-08-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

hello my fellow readers :D
not many of you know but im writing my own Novel/Comic..
Sorry im not publishing it on the world wide web :D
im posting this blog from my school.
im using the school computer from the MAKMAL BESTARI :D

its not really nice to write a blog here there is no inspiration D:...
im really bored and i miss my bibi D:
well today is the 2nd day my school reopened due to H1N1.
we got 1 week off due to the outbreak :D

Had lots of fun during the break :D
but i still never got to go out with my bibi D:

Alright this is a message to all of you readers..
These are a seires of Awesome questions and really good answers

Question 1
if a stranger comes out and gives you candy...
here are the options you can take.

A) take it and run away
B) stuff it in his face and call him a pervert
C) call the police
D) get down on your knees and pray to god :D

2nd question :D
What is the ultimate prank on your dad if he wants to use his private toilet?

A) put a firecracker in the toilet bowl
B) replace his tooth paste with milk
C) change his medicine pills with sugar pills
D) clean the toilet with his tooth brush

3rd question
One of your family members give you a .44 magnum and orders you to kill a neighbour.

A) obey him / her and splatter your neighbours brain all over the place
B) take the pistol and sell it at a pawnshop
C) take a cup of tea drink it , then spit it all over his / her face
D) use the gun for your own needs :D

4th question
Your friend has a rare comic book you want.

A) kill him and take the book
B) pick his pocket and leave a live grenade in it
C) ask him for the book at a gun point
D) threaten to cut his hairy stinkin B's if he doesn't give you the book

5th question
Its your friends birthday, you want to prank her, what do you do?

A) get her an invisible bra
B) replace her presents with slime bombs
C) the moment you want to give her a present , throw it on the floor and step on it continuesly.
D)place an automatic puncher in the present you want to give her :D

thats all the questions i want to give you today :D
i'll write more tommorow
tell me if you like it :
TEEHEE :D

Outing today :D

2009-06-13T09:34:00.001-07:00

Went out with cousins and friends :D
2 Humans went there at 12 ( early )
Ahem.., they where Wen Zhao and Woanyng...

so me , eujin , javin , shun wynn (fag) and erwynn went there around 1:30
waited at starbucks awhile...
went to find the 2 HUMANS O_O
i waited outside for ' her ' :D

Cousins asked me to ' stone ' with them awhile 1st...
went to buy tickets to watch ' Blood '...
sat at KFC...for... a good 25 minutes doing nothing...
waited for ' her ' outside again... :D
then she arrived :D YAY!!! XD

Went to the Cinema...
bought stuff :D
watched the movie...
well it was a REALLY fake ass show...
the blood looked like water :D
held 'her' and hugged 'her' in the cinema...

during the movie ...
eu jin demanded 8 ringgit back from Woanyng because the movie sucked...badly...
went to wait for Javin , Shun Wynn ,Er Wynn and Eu Jin to come out from the toilet after the movie...

Hanged somewhere behind the cinema...
did some crazy stuff...
Javin , me and Eujin went into an abandoned shop house for a few seconds...
after that , they were all talking ...
So i followed ' her ' to the arcades to find her friends...

The gang went down stairs without us D:<...
we went downstairs to search for them...
blocked people who were walking due to talking...
Wanted to take ' her ' for lunch...
but the line at McDonalds was tooooo long...
Gave up trying to eat there...

Went up stairs... to get eujin a bubble milk tea...
Hanged there for the rest of the day...
hugged and talked with ' her '
then it was time to go... awwww T_T...

all of us went down...
on the way out...
it was just me and ' her '
then she kissed me :D

HAPPIEST DAY OF MEH LIFE :DDDDD !!

-Jae Ian

Oh Shits I FORGOT

2009-06-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

OH EM GEE!!
I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT MY SCHOOL'S TEACHER'S DAY!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
So , im gonna blog it now :P
Sorry!

so i went to school... as usual...
sat in the ' dewan '
talked and joked with a couple of friends...
Elora
Ern Yee
Yanisha
Jason
Gogil
Wei Phing...
and some other people...

Then we all moved to the Assembly place...
Sat there for an hour...
listen to speeches... poems...
Gave presents to teachers...

Hanged with the gang at the usual place...
talked and goofed around

Elora got her finger injured and it was bleeding

Lol all of us got worried for awhile
she washed it off after she asked me to take the pic...
then we all rushed to the field
BECAUSE A PREFECT FORCED US TO!!
So we had to watch the teachers play football...
not long after we went to watch Magic Tricks at the ' Dewan '

Then we returned to the field
we all found a cat...
Hai Yee killed the cat...
i was like.. ' HOW COULD YOU!! YOU MONSTER!! '

Then we all goofed off abit more then we went for our 2 week holidays :D
-JaeIan

i found Citrix again :D

2009-06-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

guess whatttt :D
i found one of my most favorite maple private server :D
its called CITRIXMS
but now its a different name :D

Its SO FREAKING AWESOME :D
if anybody has mapleglobal Version 0.55
and you wanna try this maple :D

Contact me to send you the file
my email is : Soulinker1996@hotmail.com

my name in this server is
HikoroKagami...

So please TRY THIS GAME!!
ITS NICE!! :D

Ian

2009-06-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

Jae Ian has died on 11:46pm 5th June 2009...

The boy known as Jae Ian has died and transformed himself
into a new person...

anybody who knows this particular boy...should stay away from him...
do not make contact with this boy...

here is his image

if anybody has sightings on this boy...
please contact the police...
for this boy... is a new and dangerous person...

-Jae Ian

my friend Megan

2009-06-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

Right now... one of my best friend... Megan , is going through her surgery...
please if anyone of you are reading this...

send her a good luck text...
i dont know the results of her surgery yet...
so please... be a kind person...

show her that she still has faith!
i believe in her!! i believe she can make it!!

So please try to build her faith up!
This is my thanks to all of you readers!!

her number is : 0143433252

remember... she needs faith...

Love...

2009-06-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

its not about money...
not about beauty...
not about sex...
but its about the heart...
its about your feelings...

love cant be touched...
it cant be tasted...
it cant be smelled...
it cant be held...
it cant be anything else...
it can only be your FEELING...

Everyone knows how to love...but not everyone knows the rules to be in love...
Loving someone is not like watching a movie...
Entering by a ticket...then throwing it away...
Its like a plant...
you care for it...you take care of it...
It grows smoothly with your love , care and heart...

Imagine if you left that plant alone...
It will wither and eventually die...
And there are no more apologies....
because it cant grow back...

So, love is important to everyone...
because without honesty, sincerity, caring and trustworthy...
Love means nothing...

-Jae Ian

Valentines day...

2009-05-30T05:45:00.000-07:00

I dont know how... but it got removed O_O
so im re-writing the whole thing...

there are 12 signs to show that your in love...<3

1. You can't stay mad at him / her for more than a minute or two... you actually try to stay mad...
2. You'll read that person's Text messages over and over again...
3. You walk really slow when your with that special someone...
4. You feel shy and quiet with him / her...
5. When you hear his/her voice...you immediately smile...for no reason...
6. When you look at that person...it feels like your both the only people that... you wont see
anybody else but him/her..
7. You'll start listening to slow or romantic songs :D
8. He/She becomes the only thing you think about...
9. You will feel high or at ease by thinking of that person...or by even smelling them...
10. You'll notice that you will be smiling for no reason when you think of that person...
11. You will do anything for him/her...
12. While you reading this... YOU'LL BE THINKING OF THAT VERY PERSON!...

Love...
dear readers,

If your in love with that person...and she/he doesn't know about it... Tell him/her...
Because if you like or even love that person... He/She is probably just as in love with you and thinks the same way about you..
wait for that special guy/girl to turn towards his/her friends and say... Thats her/him...
If you cant get that person out of your head...Maybe its because he/she is suppose to remain there...
Love is the special emotion that brings 2 people together...and maybe even for ever...

God gave us....
2 hands to hold...
2 eyes to see...
2 ears to listen...
2 legs to walk...
But why only 1 heart?
I'll tell you why...
The other heart was given to that other person for you to find...
That person... might be the person who will complete your life...

For the sake of love...

Don't say you love me...unless you mean it...
because i might do something stupid like believe it...
You say that you cant stand to see me get hurt...
So do you close your eyes when you want hurt me?...

For girls...
you should all always remember...
the only guy that is worth your tears...
is the guy that doesnt make you cry...

My love life...

My life were like the lyrics of a sad song...
My life was black and white...
Until the day 'she' saved me from it...
'She' walked into my life...and into my heart...

I wrote all this because...

Love is the biggest promise someone can make...
and yet the most hardest and most painful one that someone can break...
Life isnt just to wait for the storm to pass...
Its about learning how to dance under the rain...
Its not about how long you live... its HOW you live...
Live a good life... because everyone only lives once...

Sometimes even heroes need saving...
The hardest battle can even be against yourself...

To my love...

I want to be the guy whose only hand you will ever need to hold...
I will be your shoulder to cry on...
i will be your faith...i will be your guardian...

THE END...

This is something i wrote from Valentines day till sometime around march...
i posted it... and it some how got deleted...
so who ever is reading this...i hope you enjoyed it...
Tell me what you think about it...

Random post

2009-05-30T05:12:00.001-07:00

Love is not a game...
People play it...
They don't know the real feeling of it...
Those people have no love...no Emotions for it...

What i learned from having a relationship and loving someone is that...
If you love someone... Fight for it...
The shadows turn to light...when your with the person you love...
my sadness changes to joy...

All my life was nothing but a lonely star...
when you came...i was no longer that lone star...

its like the lyrics of a sad song...
being alone...it is like being different...

Before i found the person i loved...
my heart was shattered by someone else...
betrayed by that 'girl'....

she 'killed' me inside...
then she got a taste of her own medicine by some other guy...

i had to see her that night...
i understand that someone broke her heart...
but it wasnt me who left those pieces on the floor...
but it was me who was standing on the rain knocking at her door...
paying the price... for all of 'his' lies...

Id write her a song...but i couldnt find the words to say...
to tell her whats on my mind...
but i decided to move on...forget the past...
i gave her All of me... but all she gave was half of her...

Now that i've found that special someone...
she healed my wound...
she gave me a room to grow...
She shone the light of love on me...
she gave me air so that i could breathe...

having her...eases me...it lifts up my burden...

(the part about the 'girl' was to express my self about the past)

DarkWarriors(onlineGame)

2009-04-21T07:20:00.001-07:00

WOW !! Im like so ADDICTED TO THIS GAME AFTER 1 DAY!!!
TO ME!!
IT EFFING ROCKS!!
:P
STARTING NOW I WILL UPDATE MY BLOG EVEN MORE BABEH :D

Teachers O_O

2009-04-21T00:49:00.000-07:00

Well O_O
something happened in school yesterday O_O
my teacher was teaching us about the word PWNeD....
What the hell?
are teachers trying to be like us now?
Lets challenge my teacher to a 1 V 1 Dota Match :D

Reading Twilight 2 (New Moon :D)

2009-04-20T01:17:00.000-07:00

im reading the 2nd book... STARTING !!! NOW :D

Love Stuff O_O i forgot to edit in my Valentines day thing

2009-04-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

When you love someone they stay in your heart...
If you like that person...you'll try to make a move...
True love is hard to find....
its not easy to manage love....
If you cant stop thinking about that person...
Talk to her / him....
Dont just stand like a tree...
If she / he likes and feels the same way you do....
maybe it was Destined for love...

Im not asking all of you to follow everything i say... but just listen then...
We're all humans...

Plurk

2009-04-14T03:47:00.001-07:00

just started plurk today and it is quite addicting O_O
(not addicted yet)
XD i might and might not be addicted so watch out @_@
XD

Earth Hour

2009-03-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

I Effing SUPPORTED EARTH HOUR FOR 3 EFFING HOURS!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!

Who else Supported Earth Hour?! Come Tell me :D
i supported for 2 more hours coz of Black Out :P

who didnt support...i will find u... eat u...Kill u.... and Eat u again....
:D

Gurney

2009-03-21T06:59:00.001-07:00

Went to Gurney last Monday :P
Heres a pic of me and my 2 favorite ppl :D
thats me in da Mid :D

if there are any requests...

2009-03-15T10:07:00.000-07:00

If anyone would want any requests on Occasions like

1) birthday songs
2) poems
3) songs

you can ask me because i enjoy writting songs poems and other stuff :D
Oh yea also dont forget to visit my brothers blog Fadedchaos.blogspot.com :D

Check it out everyone!!
Its Mongolia and its Culture >>>
YAY FOR MONGOLIA :D

i took this picture at Genting Highlands :D
its a bloody good picture :D
Lucky got no Chikopehs inside if not all of them will
kena Sepa by me -.-

Abouts me

2009-03-15T10:04:00.001-07:00

Jae Ian's da name...

Turning 13 this year :D

Yipeee for me~~
LOL

This is my totally freaking awesome present last year ( 2008 ) >>>> AND XBOX360 ELITE!!
and my cousins PS3 :D

Im looking forward to this year :D

every year has a new begining for there are no endings :D
Keep in touch Ya'll!!

ADDD ME :D

life sucks

2009-03-15T09:27:00.001-07:00

Basicly... im just your everyday average kid.. but...
im the kid with the worst luck u can find :D
XD

what do you all think about my blogs ? pls tell me :D

Writing songs

2008-12-31T07:25:00.000-08:00

Did you know? You don't have to be really shy about writing your own songs!
Writing your owns songs... Its like writing something you feel from your heart....

Here's a song i wrote... I copied a little bit of the lyrics from ' When You Look Me In The Eyes '

The way you sing it is also the same as ' When You Look Me In The Eyes ' its called 'When I Look You In The Eyes'

My hearts been always searching...
for that special someone...
I tried to tell her that i love her...
But she just walked away from me....
I feel like I'm so invisible....
I just don't have the faith to tell her how i feel about her...
(chorus)
When i look you in the eyes...
And i tell you that i love you...
will you tell me the same?
or will you leave me like you always do?
When i look you in the eyes...
It feels like im in heaven...
I'll be lost... in your eyes...
When i look you in the eyes...
(end of chorus)
How long shall i be waiting?
for you to feel the same?
I can't take it much longer...
cause it feels like I'm in hell...
I'm so lonely... even from the start...
Your the one who makes my loneliness disappear
(chorus)
Everyday... I start to realize
I cant reach my tomorrow
If i don't see you anytime soon...
I just want you to love me back...
When i look you in the eyes...
And i tell you that i love you...
will you tell me the same?
or will you leave me like you always do?
When i told you "i love you"
You told me you felt the same...
And now we can always be together...
I never wanna let you go...
(chorus)

The End~~

Haha hope you guys enjoyed it ^^ Peace out!

Online Games!! Part 2!!

2008-12-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

During some one's Wedding in this game >>> we all died on A GIANT CAKE!! WE CALLED IT THE HAUNTED CAKE!! O_O MUAHAHAHAHA

Online Games!!

2008-12-26T02:21:00.001-08:00

i was playing a private server game called CitrixMS and LOOK!! >>> A POOL OF MONEY CAME OUT WHEN I WAS FIGHTING A ROCK!! XD XD XD XD

How to seduce a girl...

2008-12-13T02:25:00.000-08:00

i have 5 steps to seduce a girl of my age +_+

Step 1 : make sure she knows you... or you can just get to know her!
Step 2 : make sure you are some one she can really trust!!
Step 3 : help her when ever she needs you... or just be with her when she needs you or when she is just having a bad day
Step 4 : tell her how you feel about her... ( NOT HATE!! )
Step 5 : tell her you want to be with her your whole life... ( DONT LIE U SLEAZY FOOL!!)

Life at KL and the work shop ^^

2008-12-13T02:20:00.000-08:00

Few weeks ago i went to a workshop with my cousin's , aunt and a friend~~^^

We went for a workshop in NSTP at KL... over there we learned lots of stuff!! Advertising!! having FUN!! other stuff... and bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla....

Yeap we took a few pictures there as well...
all da way on the left we got Joanne ( quite siao :D )
in the middle we have Er Wynn ( my cousin.. was abit drunk that time)
all da way on the right we have Eu jin ( My other cousin... gold digger XD)
And of course... im too ugly to be in this pic!! XD

we also got to meet loads of new friends~!! they are !! : Joshua (looks kinda gay) Ryan (FUNNY) Annee(adorable) Su Ting (Fashion / dancer girl ) and lots of other people!!

it was DAMN FUN AND TOTALLY INTENSE... i wish i could go for it again ..LOL!!