I'm back.

Fug yeah. FINALLY
THE JAE HAS COME BACK TO BLOGGING.
Caps Rage is so unnecessary.

So.. how's everyone been?
Fuck, i'm talking to myself. Anyway, sorry I haven't blogged in like 2 years. I've not only been busy but I've been lazier than a sloth hanging on a tree during Mondays as Rebecca Black claims its Friday.
That brings me to one of the topics I've been screwing around with my friends.
If you don't know who Rebecca Black is (Who the fark am i kidding, everyone knows her)
This is who she is >>>>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u9-AdPAOy0
If you don't want to die. DONT CLICK THE LINK UP THERE.
Or if your an ADHD son of a gun who wants to risk your life and total turn down your eargasm to music, click that thing right here >>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u9-AdPAOy0.

Anyway, the main reason for me not blogging is some crap called PMR.
Permanent Mental Rape. It totally mind fucked me.
Aside from all that shit, mental studying at home fucked my brains up.
I'll be writing nonsense and bull shit again on this blog :D

Mostly about what goes on in my mind.
So i hope i get back all my old readers and yes, You are a man.
Dont hide the truth  =)

Boom Shaka Laka !

Hello.

Im probably gonna let this blog die again cause the holidays are so EFFING short.

But i shall return to blogging soon and it will be like this.

-2 Months later-

Jae : Done with a new blog update :D

Everyone : Wow dude your back!

And im gonna post 2 more updates after that and let it die again.

And people will go "awww man. You have to blog more."

Then another 2 months from then i shall blog again and people will go

"WHEEEE! JAE UPDATED HIS BLOG! WOOHOO."

Then i'll let it die again, and once more when its back, people will go like.

"Screw this, i aint reading it anymore :\"

PWNED.

Have an awesome time reading!

Best friends

-Small girl appears and starts singing-
~Hey hey you you, guess what?~
~Your my best friend!~

-Jae gets shocked and ..-
-Stares- -Shivers-
That was freaky.

Well, if theres one thing I've learned through my whole life.
Best friends are better to live with, than without :].

Its abit like this.
Another has gone by,
I wish im hanging out with you guys all the time.
But im here and im just stuck here.
And I, wrote this list for so many crazy things to do.

But you guys dont call me out,
This could be the one last chance to hang with you guys.
I'd do anything, just to get crazy and drunk with ya'll.
And I guess i'll crack you guys up with my crazy jokes.
So lets have this one more last gathering.

We'll get hyped and hang out anywhere.
We'll be there till the morning and we still wont leave.
Under the Moon that shines in our faces.
We thank god for such awesome friends and for the incredible world.
And we'll stay awake to see the sun rise and enjoy every little bit of life.

We'll stare at each other in the eyes and say,
"We're bestfriends for real and for life."
And nothing will change that.
Family and relationships are here, but so are friends too.
Without my best friends, who am I?

Just another guy walking to school and going back.
No one to talk to but myself.
Now who enjoys that?
Friends and best friends.
That is what keeps a human going.

A family matter comes up, your best friend can comfort you.
Your relationship goes bad, your best friend is right on your side.
Thats something everybody has to learn.
Family is more important, but so are friends.
I've made my friends be my best friends.

So do the same, and be like me :]

Dedicated to : Megan Low
                      Bao Yu
                      Xian
                      Hsien Yee
                      Jason Tan
                      Sue Fern
                      William Bomby
                      Amanda Ung
                      Shereen Anuar
                      Junior Jie
                      JJ Joie
                      Kent Wyn
                      Leo Lawliet.
                          

Sunrise Sky

I woke up this morning, and i gazed at the sky as the Sun rised along with the sky.
It was so amazing, I could not believe my eyes.
It was like gazing at the beautiful Moon, but only in the morning.
13 years of my life was wasted because I did not notice the beauty of the Sun rise combined with the sky.

Combination of the beautiful colours that went through the sky and clouds.
Yellowish orange colours, with the sunlight just shining out with glory.
The sight is amazing and indescribeble.
Its like the first sight you get when your a baby.
Getting to see your family who loves you and care for you.
It is truely a mesmerising sight.

I see this combination and I think to myself, what can be more beautiful than this apart from the beautiful moonlight.
I wish that I can see the combination of the Moon and the Sunrise with the sky.
I could stay awake all day just to watch it move pass.
I wish you could be here with me.

Me, you and the amazing view.
But the most amazing view is still you.
You've got me falling like a domino, and I just cant stop falling.
Your the only thing that can sweep me off my feet and the only thing that makes my heart beat.
So before I fall, I want you to be here. To be with me, Only then will things be clear.

The light and darkness pass through everyday.
Everyone has their light, you are mine.
Some people have darkness, life is mine.
The shadow is my companion that follows me where ever I go.
So dont let go, and keep it all on the flow.

What they say is true, Two is better than one.
But it also depends on who the two individuals are.
If they are like the Sun and the Moon, its is certainly not better than one.
But the Sunrise and the Moon, that is truely better than one.
But without the sky and the clouds, what is the use of just the Sun?

The sight would be just a big round sphere of flames.
With the sky, it makes such a great view, but with the clouds it makes a better view.
But the Moon, is just the best when shines out at night with the bright beautiful Moonlight.
So come with me in my dream where we will be in the world of our own.
I will be able to enjoy the beautiful sight of the Moon and the Sunrise.

But it wont be as beautiful as the view I get from looking at you.
And I will admire this view until I get to really see you.
The sky is blue, but with the Sun who knows what beauty it makes.
Now my mind is stuck on you and it wont go away.
But I never said I didnt want it to stay.

Dedicated to Sherlyn Ho once again.

Moonlight

For years I've been staring at the moon.
Watching the beauty of the moon just right before my eyes.
I feel like I could just fall asleep under the beautiful moonlight.

Just glancing at it reminds me of "You".
Your so far away, but I can wait.
You look so beautiful every night, when your so bright its hard for me to look away.
Distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away.

Every time we cant talk my heart turns grey.
And I just wanna go to you to see your face.
Seeing the real you is like seeing the Moon even closer.

But I just cant take it, another day without you here with me.
Its like a sharp blade that just cuts like through me.
But still I'll wait, I'll wait for you forever.
When I hear your voice, my heart starts beating.
But when your gone it wont stop bleeding.
I just wanna see you under this moonlight.

Its like every time I look at the moon, I see your face.
The thing I miss is, hearing your voice.
And I wish it would last for an eternity.
It feels like its forever, that's just the price I gotta pay.
But when I find you and feel your touch to make me feel better.
But till that day, there's nothing else I can do.

Nothing ever happens in this town, its the same old thing when I go out.
Its just a new place to hang with the same crowd.
But I looked up at night and saw the moonlight.
It feels like I'm here with you, and I'm admiring the view.
I just hope that you never ever cut me loose, if you do I'll not know what to do.

Now I'm just falling into something and I cant stop it.
I'm knocking over everything but no one has caught me.
From start to finish I promised I'll beat this.
But I just want to let you know, I'll never let you go.

I always said true love never happens.
But your faith and love cause this chained reaction.
I've never thought you'd be my distraction.
I admit you remind of the beautiful moonlight.

Your the only thing I ever wanted but never had.
Your like the Moon that I have to myself and I never want to let loose.
In my mind I hold you there but its hard to keep the signs that proves your no where near.
I say that I must stay strong.

But I cant find the need to take a breath, If you are gone then I've got nothing left.
My life, shouldn't I'd rather just face my death.
Then to go on without you.
I cry for you cause I just cant find the strength to stop.
I've tried but only to my knees and I've dropped.
I wish my heart could just shut off, Cause I cant go on alone without you.

You are what I see when ever I look at the Moon.
I dont think of anything else apart from you when I glance at the Moon.
As I say my prayers in bed, I wonder if they reach you.
Am I just calling out in vain? For everything that has been said.
I wonder how could this be fair, seeing you is the only thing I care.
If a million stars gathered around the Moon and gives out an amazingly beautiful moonlight.
The only thing I'll be able to see is you.

Maybe somehow I will meet you in my next life.
Maybe then I'll be your moonlight, but until then I will stay here with you.
Hopefully I'll wake up with you beside me and not find out its a dream.
Because if it was a dream, I want it to last forever.
I'm also sorry if I've put you through any pain or suffering, and you'll know that I regret it.
This is our love and sad story, I hope it ends out okay.
I just hope I can see you and the moonlight together at the end of the day.

I wrote this in dedication to Sherlyn Ho.
:]