No faith

Well, i haven't completely healed from my wounds
but im doing well and strong

i've learned that what happened to me is just the same as the way of life
its just the same as a stream of flowing water...

Yesterday, i went to my lil sisters party :D
tried to enjoy, but ended up being bored to hell -.-

The only way to have fun was talking to Shereen.
and i met a new friend named Ika O_O
she's ok O_O

but it seems that she likes Sami Velu O_O

had a 2 hour long conversation with Shereen till the party ended +_+
as soon as i saw my aunties car
i wished my lil sis a happy birthday again and left.

though i did talk to the person who crushed me for a while.
she forced me to dance and take a picture with her...
kinda hurts being with her now..
didnt really have the guts to tell her how i feel..
im a lame ass guy -.-

alright guys enough about me,
just leave it as im an incompetent pathetic faithless guy -.-

Now to you guys~~

Love is something hard to handle
once you make it your everything
you lose everything else..

And when that love is gone..
you lose everything including yourself,
dont be like me, be smarter
because everybody is born with wings to fly

they just haven't learnt it yet...
when they are ready, they will spread their wings and fly,
and be stronger like never before

i will gain that strength someday... but not soon...

So this is my question to you guys

1. have you ever been in a relation ship?
2. do you want to be in a relation ship?
3. why do you want to?

Alright leave me a comment in the chatting bar,
i will talk about more stuff soon Byee

>>>> chatting bar >>>>

Heart broken

The person i loved, i cared for has broken my heart.
i gave her my heart, and she took it away and broke it,
now i have no heart

my life is now black and white
i lived in a world of love and color
and now, im brought back to a dull life

i thought she loved me as much as i loved her,
but it wasnt meant for us to be,
im so sorry for anything i have done to you,
Jestinna Kuan

i just want you to know,
i cherish every moment we have together
and i hope that one day,
i will get to live in a world of love again..

-Jae Ian

To : readers

i have lost one of the most important things in my life,
and i cant get it back...

i loved her so much,
i just dont know what went wrong

p.s : i might not be blogging for a while after what just happened to me...

3rd posting in school

like i've said!
RAP IS ALIVE
MUSIC IS DEAD
I'VE SAID WHAT I SAID
NOW IM GOING TO BED
PEACE!

Anyways this post is based on more questions :D
thats right :D

Harshness : ON!
Harshmeter : WHAT THE F**K?!

and yes, i have a healthy blog, so i do not use foul words
they shall always be censored :D

QUESTION 1!!

Your going to a costume party, your dont have a costume...

A) Steal some from your friends
B) Steal from a costume shop
C) Destroy the party with grenades
D) Kill everyone so theres no party

Question 2
Your playing truth or dare, its your turn to dare your friend, what do you have her do?

A) give you a blow job
B) give you a strip show and a lap dance
C) force her to be a prostitute
D) ask her to molest herself

Question 3
you get a new phone, but you find out it was busted the next day

A) demand a new phone
B) call the police
C) spit at the salesman's face
D) throw the phone on the floor and step on it

Question 4
a strange numbers text's you, what do you do?

A) call the police
B) Call that number and scream at the person
C) reply ' WHAT ASSHOLE? '
D) pretend to be a police officer

Question 5
a famous pop star is in your school, you want his autograph but your blocked by everyone else

A) SHOOT THEM ALL DOWN :D
B) SHOUT ALIEN ATTACK!
C) start crying to get attention
D) throw a grenade into the crowd

going to make youtube videos?

So i've been thinking
and i thought i might wanna make random You Tube videos :D
but anyways i need a partner to manage the camera D:

i was thinking about asking my cousin but i forgot
im thinking about making Comedy videos
if any of you got any ideas
tell me and i might make a video about it :D

time for more questions!
Muahahaha :D
Harshness : ON!
Harsh Meter : The Satan!

Question 1
your friend wants to suicide and is on a 100 feet tall building, what do you do?

A) put a bullet in her head
B) push her off the building
C) blind fold her, take her stuff then push her :D
D) laugh insanely and kick her down

Question 2
your boyfriend breaks your heart, what do you do?

A) stab him continuesly with a knife or cleaver
B) curse insensively
C) plant a bomb behind his body
D) put a 'Kick my Nuts' sign on his back

Question 3
your in an important exam, you have to get straight A's, what do you resort to doing?

A) cheat
B) kill the teacher to postpone the exam
C) at the end of your exam, steal the exam paper from the smartest student in your class
D) demand answers from the teacher at a gunpoint

Question 4
you want to apply for a job, you get declined so what do you do?

A) massacre the ass hole
B) rain an ungodly effing fire storm on the ass hole
C) snap his d**k off and jam it up his ass
D) jam a live grenade up his ass

Question 5
you wanna humiliate your rival, what do you want to do?

A) tear his pants down and run
B) replace the stuff in his locker with gay porno magazines :D
C) tell the teachers that he is high on drugs
D) replace his gym clothes with Bikinis

Question 6 ( non harsh question )
your friend is locked in the toilet, how do you get him out?

A) pick lock the door
B) throw grenades at the door
C) start shooting the door down with a gattling gun
D) leave your friend in there

Question 7
your following your friends to a zoo, you pass the lions , what do you do?

A) push one of them in the lions den
B) strap a piece of meat on of them and throw him in
C) scream help and start running every where
D) shoot the lions and give an excuse saying 'Hunting Season' :D

Question 8 ( random question )
if 1 + 1 = 2 and 2 + 2 = 4 what is 3 + 3?

A) 6
B) 33
C) 3 + 3
D) 3 t 3

Question 9
there's a murderer in your house, he wants to slaughter you and your friends, what do you do?

A) push your friends toward the murderer and say 'Take Them!'
B) scream for help and run around the house
C) call the police, say nothing and scream
D) kill the murderer and pretend to be him to scare your friends

Question 10
your watching a ghost movie at the cinema and you wanna cause some disturbance

A) scream at every shocking part
B) shout 'This movie sucks!'
C) throw popcorn and soda at the screen
D) run up to the studio and replace the movie with porn

guess thats all for today :D

MUSIC IS DEAD
RAP IS ALIVE
I'VE SAID WHAT I SAID
NOW IM GOING TO BED!
PEACE!

and thats when i realised...
the greatest singer was...
Dr Bombay...

2nd posting in school :D

Lol you dont really think i would only blog once a day do you?
Teehee :D
anyways im listening to random songs while writing this post :D
i think i should put more questions about the pranks and stuff +_+
this time its 10 questions
MAUAHAHAHA
And yes i know, my answers are harsh :D

Get ready my fellow readers

Question 1
You want to sabotage your rival in a singing competition

A) threaten him to let you win before the competition
B) force his girl friend to break up with him right before the competition
C) pour invisible ink and over his pants and watch it vanish on stage
D) change the song he's suppose to sing during the competition

Question 2
You see a student getting punked by a bully

A) join the bully and beat the shit out of the kid
B) try to fight off the bully by using the kid as a human shield
C) call the discipline teacher
D) scream in the Bully's ears till it bleeds :D

Question 3
You find a small boy in the park alone, he appears to have some stolen property

A) beat the boy to death and take the loot
B) hug the boy and tell him everything is fine, then stab him with a knife
C) pull the kids ears till you reach a police station
D) take the stuff and leave the boy there to his fate

Question 4
A poisonous snake bites you, what do you do?

A) a bullet to the head never hurts :D
B) beg to god like theres no tommorow
C) stab the place you got bit at with a heated knife
D) eat the snake up as revenge

Question 5
Your friend cant stop talking, and your annoyed about it

A) slap him and walk away
B) kick him in the Family jewels and walk away
C) stuff a bread in his mouth
D) shoot him with a gun continuesly

Question 6
You want to break up with your girlfriend, where would you take her to?

A) a rubbish dump
B) a public toilet
C) a slaughter house
D) push her off a cliff

Question 7
Your in a wrestling tournament, what do you do?

A) throw sleeping powder all over your opponents face
B) run away as the fight begins
C) screw hand to hand combat, take a weapon from under the ring
D) put red ants in his under garments before the match

Question 8
Your fighting in world war 2, you and your companions are held captive and you want to escape, whats your plan?

A) cut your self free and grab a gattling gun from the nearby armory
B) get some hand grenades and cause some havoc
C) call in your base to send a Nucelar strike on your enemies base (you die as well)
D) cut your self free and run away leaving your partners behind

Question 9
Your teacher will be arriving to class late, you and your friends wanna play a prank on her, what do you do?

A) make the teacher think she's colour blind when she gets in
B) put a dustbin filled with crap at the top of the entrance door
C) put glue all over your teachers chair and replace the chalk with pencils
D) put a dead cat in the teachers table drawer

Question 10
Your favourite anime show just got cancelled by the writers, what do you do?

A) go all the way to the writer's homes and murder them
B) place a bomb in each of their houses
C) threaten them to put the anime show at gun point
D) torture them senselessly :D

thats all for today
see you all very soon
Bye :D